Blue days

 Hello!! How did you wake up today?

I'm dying of pain and this period seems like it does not want to leave u.u

My mood is resented by it too .... I do not look like myself, if I am known in the multiverse as the girl who always smiles, for God's sake ....

This morning was another morning of hard work and great, but I was left with a bad body.

The boss's daughter did not come to work, she had to go to the doctor, and I hope, and cross all fingers in favor of it, that everything goes well, by God TT ^ TT

And now is when I feel fatally awful and selfish. I here, feeling horrible and suicidal thoughts for a simple menstrual pain, probably blame for the endometriosis, and the cold; and because of feeling alone ... when there are so many people struggling to live and survive till the next day. People who have to feel this loneliness multiplied by billions facing a serious and possibly fatal disease, which always has a smile on the face, positive thoughts and joy of living .... What is wrong with me?

Sometimes I deserve be hitted to death for real u.u

I hope you had a good day <3

Today I need mint and chocolate.....